May 2010
today consisted of nothing but sleeping and waking up to eat. and let me tell you, that’s a bad, bad cycle lol. but now my night has been capped off by my beloved lakers finally acting right. i love you boys [:
April 2010
this is the life.
ice cream. iPod. empty house. nothing but my own thoughts are surrounding me and i like that.
“liar!”
that was just too funny.
mac on tuesday. mac on tuesday. mac on tuesday :] i cannot wait. i see you first graduation present.
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everytime i hear ‘untouched’ i get excited. that’s seriously one of my all time favorite songs.
so boredd.
but i love not being at school [: my recolation is starting to come back more about yesterday. i remember walking into the room where the surgery was going to take place, and ‘better in time’ was playing on the radio. i lowkey thought that was a sign lol. i remember a little more vividly getting sick and i remember passing out on the couch. idk how my mom got me upstairs and i still...
goals to be completed within the next year or so.
graduate high school
have a bomb summer
get a job
meet cool college friends
buy some stocks
work on writing a book
join a youth group
change my ‘do
get a cool watch
get new sun glasses
exercise consistently
grow, grow, grow, grow
it’s raining, it’s pouring. the old man in snoring. he bumpped his head on top of the bed and couldn’t get up in the morning.
on deck!
the goal is to have all my cool gadgest by next week. new phone, my mac<3. lemme check my email [:
“a boy who cannot stand up for himself becomes a man who cannot stand up to...”
– Baba - Kite Runner
*lately pride has been everything to me. and i’m not sure if that’s good or bad; it’s just kinda apparent. i guess for too long too many people had their way with me and i am not gonna take it anymore. i’m not going to tolerate anyone talking to me however...
the sun’s coming up in about ten minutes. i guess i’ll watch it rise and then i’ll try to sleep.
“I want you always to listen to your mother. Because she’s your best friend...”
– John Quincy Archibald - John Q
best friends for never - dropout year
enough said.
there is some wierrrrd commercials on tv early in the morning.
“Sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it. Because if we...”
– Fay - Riding in Cars With Boys
can’t sleep. lowkey scared since it is around 3 AM lol. smh. this weekend was uhm, interesting? not the way i thought it would be but still pretty good. lakers don’t play today that’s good and bad. wisdom teeth get pulled tomorrow, that’s good and bad as well but pretty much good since i’ll get to eat hella ice cream, miss school, and have everyone cater to me haha. i...
tooooo much.
wow. friday didn’t go half as i thought it would. now i’m irritated, feel a headcahe brewing, and for some reason on the brink of tears. there’s too much going on. too much changing. my mind’s not ready. moving, graduating, college life; real life. i just don’t know sometimes. all i ever wanna do is sleep. i hate going to school, i feel like it’s a giant waste...
